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[May. 7th, 2012|05:05 pm] |
Taking my break from contract..! (note to myself that I need to do consistent work next year, sighz)
The past week has been pretty intense, if only time could fast forward till 18 may and then me and sr wouldn't have to spend 9-9 days in the library anymore lol. Kinda reminds me of the days during As, but they were kinda way more intense since it was so.. prolonged!
Anyway this is a shoutout to you for being really understanding and supportive even though I kinda hate meself now ha ha ha ha ha ha <3 |
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| The end is nearrrrrr |
[May. 6th, 2012|07:12 pm] |
Maybe I annoy you with my choices
Well, you annoy me sometimes too with your voice
But that ain't enough for me
To move out and move on
I'm just gonna love you like the woman I love
We don't have to hurry
You can take as long as you want
I'm holdin' steady
My heart's at home
With my hand behind you
I will catch you if you fall
Yeah I'm gonna love you like the woman I love
Sometimes the world can make you feel
You're not welcome anymore
And you beat yourself up
You let yourself get mad
And in those times when you stop lovin'
That woman I adore
You can relax
Because, babe, I got your back
Uh, I got you
Uh, Yeah
I don't wish to change you
You've got it under control
You wake up each day different
Another reason for me to keep holdin' on
I'm not attached to any way you're showing up
I'm just gonna love you like the woman I love
Yeah I'm gonna love you
Oh, Yeah I'm gonna love you
'Cause you're the woman I love
So hooked on Jason Mraz's new album, so glad I'm going to see him! That would mean 3 concerts in june, just realised omg LOL. Gonna be so exciting whee. Meanwhile, cannot wait for wed and friday to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr omgawdddd. till then again~ |
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[Apr. 25th, 2012|10:37 am] |
I figured that I need to stop waiting for things to happen before I decide to take action. Seems that I lost time and opportunities to do what I should have done that could have possibly salvaged more things. I don't want to play the blame game (anymore) cos it gets tiring and pointless after a while, but again it seems to be inherently natural for me to push the blame away before I start reflecting.
Time for some change. Hmmmm. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2012|11:10 am] |
Really love Corrine May...!
24 Hours
If I only had 24 hours to live
What would I do
What would I do
If I only had 24 hours to breathe
What would I say
What would I say
It's easy to lose track
It's tempting to look back
Fill our hearts with regret
For all we couldn't do
For all we should have done
But didn't take the time to
Well it's not too late
We've still got today
If i had only 24 hours to live
What would i do
What would i do
If i had only 24 hours to breathe
What would i say
What would i say
I'd give my love without holding back, holding back
I'd give my heart without keeping track of who would repay
This precious time, melting, oh, melting away.
I'm sick of all my pride
I'm sick of trying to hide
Denying what i know is true
These un-opened gifts
Will cease to exist
If i return them all un-used
Well it's not too late
I've still got today
If I only had 24 hours to live
What would I do
What would I do
If I only had 24 hours to breathe
What would I say
What would I say
I would take back every single harsh word that i said
I'd spend my time to hear your sweet, sweet, laughter again
I'd never leave your side with 24 hours to live
Oh, oh....
I'd hold you tight, and never stop kissing your face
I'd write love letters, and frame them up so time couldn't erase
I'd hope my love would see you through every step of the way
Oh, oh....
Every step of the way
Oh, oh....
Every step of the way.
public law...... roar.
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[Apr. 5th, 2012|04:40 pm] |
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Raging and there are only two words in my mind right now. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2012|12:39 am] |
Fixed charges v Floating charges.....Zzzzz.
Been at page 140 for the whole night, damn. Had a mini easter party in hm's room and then someone said you can still be lonely even in a crowded room- so true.
Need a getaway and I'm glad the getaway is 2 days away! |
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[Apr. 1st, 2012|01:42 am] |
Spent 4 hours chilling with Ash, Huiming and Andrea, good times recalling what the 36th was like, what Hwachong meant to us, and all the memories that counted. I miss those days so much :)
The bad part of this whole thing- talking about the old days, is coming to the realisation that there were some regrets, no matter how big or small, that still matter no matter how hard you try to put them behind you. It's tough, but I keep telling myself to give it time. How much more time though? I honestly don't have an answer.
I only decided to blog because I saw this quote by ihatequotes on twitter that I could totally connect with:
Forgive those who have hurt you in the past. But more than this, forgive yourself for allowing them to hurt you.
Sometimes I wished I had a bigger heart, but at the same time, had the heart not to care so much too. How contradictory. |
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| Sem II in pictures |
[Feb. 25th, 2012|09:32 pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=89.1) mycoffeemachine asked me why I stopped blogging, not sure myself either but I guess I was sick of posting about dreary things, and mainly cos I thought first sem was tough but I guess things are picking up! Life's been pretty fun ever since I came back, glad that I finally found a routine that I could stick to and work on :) Mean while just chilling out most of the time and trying to work harder, seems the year after As with no school put me completely off shape in terms of my studying habits. Where have they gone to man, jeez. I'm actually supposed to be studying now, sitting in the study area, but munching dinner and couldn't resist the temptation to post photos here (all of a sudden).
Can't believe I didn't even post on NYE! Guess I was too busy spending the night on a dinner date and then counting down with the 36th again, it was pretty awesome to be back home for christmas. Can't imagine how horrible it would have been if I didn't get to come home all christmas. 2012 started more quickly than I expected, and worse of all it didn't actually feel like a new year because our academic term started in Sept and I'm so used to school starting officially in Jan! Roar. Anyhow, coming back to UK didn't start off on a right note though, sadly, lol because I fell sick during exams and the first paper went shitty. Subsequent papers were take home assignments, but I didn't feel good about them either though I did much better than I expected. So no more to no studying!! The last minute packing is horrendous I swear. After exams everything else picked up, celebrated Ash's birthday, met up with ning, then CNY!!, then met up with the scholarship dudes, then there was 50% lunch at kimchi with the law girls, then it snowed!! like cats and dogs that the snow became so thick until we had a ramsay snowball fight in the courtyard, but it became damn gross when the ice melted away, then harri came and the councillors met up, then ning ming (hahaha ning and ming) and I met up for lunch at my old dutch and the pancakes were HUGE, then there was vday~, and then there was sweden! I guess 5 weeks passed kinda too quickly, don't remember much of what I studied or should have been studying (sigh). Anyhow it's another 4 weeks to end of sch, then 1 month break during easter, then another 1 month of exams period, then trip with sandy andrea ash!!, then coldplay, westlife and home!
Poh hui qing, happy now? :)
TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS FOR REAL, DIE rawr. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2011|06:50 pm] |
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愛是愚人的國度 看我們演的好辛苦
是你所謂的領悟 我不懂我不哭
看悲歡喜怒每一步
是疲憊還是依賴的束縛
愛你能不能再重複 讓我懂讓我哭
再讓時間停住 把自己看清楚
不必再說假如 我穿過一地荒蕪
幸福不能碰觸
愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出
我們都回不去最初
曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
劇情 是笑 是哭
1 tutorial, 1 essay, 2 lectures- and then home. Friday, just come now already. |
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