So today was inline skating, pretty awesome with much thanks to Weiqing and new friend Rina! (: Skating was fun cos partly i know how to? Haha learnt a couple of new movement with real skates pls hahaha and our instructor was pretty awsm too haha. Sabbats ended early cos of the rain at ecp and I went to town to meet my sister for Fame! Cos there wasnt much left to watch too haha but it didnt turn like out like how i expected it to, but it came out pretty meaningful to me i guess! And I liked the song performance by Asher Book the best, lyrics lyrics lyrics in the next post I guess :) !
Haha the whole point about Fame not being all chick-litty or nicely put plot was good because idk, it came out just right enough for me to understand. I just thought alot after that, about myself and the music I've been doing for more than half of my life. Makes me wonder what I'm doing now with my music and stuff, no doubt life's been more than easy to handle with so many things, so many people, but i'm doing so little with such a big part of what is me, or maybe what used to be me haha. Idk! Sths it really makes me sad to think about how I decided to leave NAFA, and how because of other committments I give up sth that keeps me going. Probably going to take the hols to, take some time, think about what I really want out of this and decide if i'm going on with music haha. Gonna give it real careful thought.
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Hmm that was from yesterday's post haha. Today had shooting at Old CCK road and like, it was pretty fun as well but I think my shoulder's gonna die from the recoils since I dont have strong shoulders to begin with, hmm whatever. Anyway today was pretty much okay, I guess and like everyth went alright. Sabbats ended pretty early and I was stuck with Warren talking about 36th and etc etc, haha guess we really have a long way to go hmmm.
Well anyway, some things have been really getting to me lately, or rather just over the course of last night. Idk sigh, it's like it just takes so little to see so mcuh about so many people and how narrow minded they can get. Just wanted to make my point that just because someone is your good friend does not mean that you should hurt someone else to protect her, and later come to pick up the pieces and act like you didnt have a chance to prevent damage. It sickens me to see that, because of this one stupid problem I see so many ill sides of so many people. Seriously, is this what being in JC is all about? If it is, get a life, like honestly.
Sometimes life just couldnt get any worse when things turn out this way, I'm just telling myself to stay neutral, positive. Ciao.
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